The Stranger.

Haven't written in a while. Not sure what to say....
I feel like I'm completely melding into the internet, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. It kind of encompasses the whole world but you're still in this tiny bubble. ::shrug/sigh::

Life's going fairly well. I got my hospital bill in the mail today for when I was having those intense chest pains..(I'm fine)..and it's a whopping $275. I am so fucking thankful, I was expecting upwards of $1,000. Might have something to do with the whining I did about not having any health insurance? Probably not, but.....yeah? No.

Still working at Subway, and expecting my very unfavorite person to be fired soon, they hired a new girl that will start working in about 2 weeks. I can't be more glad. For anyone that has heard me talk about her, I'm not just being mean, she really is the most ridiculous person I have ever met in my life. Au Revoir, Texas. You have become an entertaining conversation piece.

I'm expecting to move into my apartment shortly after July 15th. I am terribly excited. I've made the most of what I can at my current address, and have been wanting to live in Philly for two years now. I'm itching to experience new things, yearnin' for some learnin', and wanting to encounter new and interesting characters.

Nickel (my jack russell terrier) is gone for good. We gave her to a woman who has an animal rescue farm down in Maryland. She also has an 11 year old son, which is pretty much exactly what I wanted for her, and exactly what she deserves. I still walk into the house or my room and think of her every time I don't hear her bark, or don't have to worry about her getting out. I'm trying to put it into the back of my mind. We did what was best for her, but I still can't help but feel a little lost without her, and I miss her ever so much. I think it's the worst when I wake up in the morning and she's not sleeping nuzzled beside me. Heartwrenching. Sounds ridiculous, but no one will ever understand the bond that I had with my dog.

I've been becoming more of a night person again, my work schedule has been permitting it and I am helpless to stop it. Obviously not helpless, but I'm stubborn. So. There.

Been reading a lot again, and watching lots of movies. I feel like I'm kind of hermitting (word?) myself besides my best friends that I see every day, but I've actually been enjoying it, for the most part. I'm thinking that that might also have something to do with being upset about Nickel. I've been meaning to get out for some weekend or other, but something always comes up. Fatigue, work, etc. Once I get some more shit covered I will make more of an effort, though.

Pat and I are going to go get tattoos soon. I'm so excited.

Pat Molly and I bought lotto tickets today just for the hell of it, and all I won was a free ticket. Which I can't redeem until tomorrow at least. I doubt I ever will. Not sure why people get hooked on those things. My mom used to do the powerball every saturday. We never became millionaires.

Sorry for this ramble, not feeling eloquent, just tired and a bit dull. ::shrug::

Night all.