Off My Rocker.

Yes, I've gone off it. I missed work today. I didn't go to my sleep study. I had a complete mental breakdown yesterday. My mind filled up with the most depressing shit imaginable, and I didn't know what to do, so I just cried. A lot. I reached out for help and I'm at my dad's house right now, taking a vacation from my regular everyday life. And I'm going to a psychiatrist tomorrow. Chances are I'm depressed.

Honesty's the best policy? I figure getting everything out in the open is better than keeping it bottled up like I have been.

I'm going to get back up on my feet. But it would make it a lot easier if the people that I cared about helped me out a little bit too.

-Livi.