Happy Hallmark Holiday.

Today is turning out pretty good. Woke up at 2:30 to a tiny jack russell licking my face, telling me to get up. As soon as I walk out of my room I see little valentines posted all around the house addressed to Molly and I, her mom is adorable. I've decided that when she's sitting in her favorite chair in the living room, watching her shows before bed I'm gonna cut up a bunch of tiny little hearts, about enough to fill a small plastic laundry basket, and throw them all over her. The funny thing is, she'd love that.

Matt told me I was his Valentine, so I might be going to the diner or something with him. Later on I should be blazin' and playing magic with Ben, my other v-buddy for the day. I've been playing around with origami today, trying to figure out how to make hearts, roses, cranes, whatever. It's relaxing. I've been playing cds all day because my iPod decided to stop working, and the only way to fix it is to bring it to an Apple store. How goddamn annoying is that. I think the closest one is in King of Prussia.

The other night I did acid for the first time. It was just Molly and I, we had nothing better to do, it was a monday night and we decided to do acid. This behavior completely epitomizes us. We took the tabs and then started to watch a movie to wait, but by the end of the movie we weren't really feeling anything, just a bit silly. But then we got up to go into the garage to watch magnetosphere and chainsmoke, and that's when it started to hit us. My mind felt like it was going to explode, but in a good way...if that makes any sense at all. My whole trip felt like a complete mind orgasm. Watching the magnetosphere made me think of the universe, stars, atoms, particles, the womb, the human body, cells, feelings, love, sex, life, etc. Everything. It was pulling me in. For about an hour I was in love with the thing, completely. It seemed like whatever I was feeling the visualizer would create something for me to look at that to me, was identical to what I was feeling. This is where I peaked. During this whole thing, Molly swears she saw my spirit animal right behind me, in the form of a white cat. "Bigger than a house cat, but smaller than a mountain lion," is what she said before exploding into a fit of laughter. I figure if I do have a spirit animal it would be a cat. My mind had a complete overload, but it was amazing. I felt like I wasn't in a solid body, but that I was a ball of energy, moving about freely. I wish I could see myself like that every day. We crashed around 7 in the morning (we started kinda late), with me in my red footy pajamas curled up in a giant blanket, Molly in her penguin pajamas, watching X Files. It was a good night.